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[04 Jan 2009|03:26pm] |
DEANNA:
www.flickr.com/photos/callatron
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[04 Dec 2008|11:29pm] |
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I am absolutely exhausted in every sense of the word.
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[27 Nov 2008|02:19pm] |
Psalm 103 (The Message)
1-2 O my soul, bless God. From head to toe, I'll bless his holy name!
O my soul, bless God,
don't forget a single blessing!
3-5 He forgives your sins—every one.
He heals your diseases—every one.
He redeems you from hell—saves your life!
He crowns you with love and mercy—a paradise crown.
He wraps you in goodness—beauty eternal.
He renews your youth—you're always young in his presence.
6-18 God makes everything come out right;
he puts victims back on their feet.
He showed Moses how he went about his work,
opened up his plans to all Israel.
God is sheer mercy and grace;
not easily angered, he's rich in love.
He doesn't endlessly nag and scold,
nor hold grudges forever.
He doesn't treat us as our sins deserve,
nor pay us back in full for our wrongs.
As high as heaven is over the earth,
so strong is his love to those who fear him.
And as far as sunrise is from sunset,
he has separated us from our sins.
As parents feel for their children,
God feels for those who fear him.
He knows us inside and out,
keeps in mind that we're made of mud.
Men and women don't live very long;
like wildflowers they spring up and blossom,
But a storm snuffs them out just as quickly,
leaving nothing to show they were here.
God's love, though, is ever and always,
eternally present to all who fear him,
Making everything right for them and their children
as they follow his Covenant ways
and remember to do whatever he said.
19-22 God has set his throne in heaven;
he rules over us all. He's the King!
So bless God, you angels,
ready and able to fly at his bidding,
quick to hear and do what he says.
Bless God, all you armies of angels,
alert to respond to whatever he wills.
Bless God, all creatures, wherever you are—
everything and everyone made by God.
And you, O my soul, bless God!
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[11 Sep 2008|04:37pm] |
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BDFKLGHDKL;FJHGKDFJHG!
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[28 Jul 2008|12:00am] |
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Whew.
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[28 May 2008|07:17pm] |
Sometimes I say things, say things that I'm feeling, just because I feel like I SHOULD be feeling them.
I don't really know, nor care, if anybody understands that. I can't put anymore thoughts into words for now.  |
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[04 Mar 2008|08:07pm] |
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What's your favorite quote?
Or song lyric?
Part of a book?
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[04 Mar 2008|12:12pm] |
I kind of want to move.
This town is colder now
I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move
I'm shakin' off the rust
I've got my heart set
on anywhere but here.
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[25 Feb 2008|04:31pm] |
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You have no idea.
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[28 Jan 2008|09:03pm] |
Dang it. I wish I were motivated to do anything.
I'm not even motivated to read the Bible.
I wish I were more like Andrew or Deanna in school.
[ Or shoot, them with the Bible too. ]
Taking hard classes, actually working.
All I do in school is "just get by". I'm taking classes
that are necessary to take this year, plus French,
which I guess is okay and combo rackets. I feel
like I could apply myself so much more if I actually tried.
I'm sure people like Elise and Kelsey are sick of me
mooching off them because I'm such a slacker.
I'm so sick of my complaining about everything.
Agh.
Any ideas to get me motivated?
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[02 Jan 2008|02:36pm] |
http://calla365.livejournal.com/
I'll keep updating in this livejournal, but that one's more for me I guess.
It's the 365 project, but add me if you'd like to know what I do every day, haha.
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[26 Dec 2007|11:30am] |
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Everyone here, is wondering what it's like to be with somebody else. Everyone here's to blame, everyone here gets caught up in the pleasure of the pain, everyone hides shades of shame, but looking inside we're the same, we're the same. And we're all grown now, but we don't know how to get it back to good. Everyone here, knows everyone here is thinking about somebody else. It's best if we all keep this under our heads... I couldn't tell, if anyone here was feeling the way I do. But it's over now, and I don't know how, it's over now. There's no getting back to good.
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[23 Dec 2007|10:39am] |
Is it okay to be selfish sometimes?
To put my feelings over the other persons, because in the long run I'd be getting hurt a lot worse than them?
Is that okay?
[That's kind of a sincere question.]
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[02 Dec 2007|10:06pm] |
10 things:
1. I really think that you're too dependent on other people, and it worries me a lot. I'm so glad that you really know that I'm here for you whenever,and that you would call me to talk about something that you were uneasy about. I love you to pieces, you're the nicest person I know, and please don't let that turn into people stomping on you <3.
2. I'm very self aware, and I don't think you know that. Before I say something to you, I almost always think about how it could apply to me as well. You always tell me I basically throw rocks in a glass house, but I usually keep my mouth shut about the things that I do too, know how it relates to me and don't mention it at the time, or I'll tell you and then relate. I don't think you should have ever questioned my faith in response to me wanting to help you. Anyway, I love you and you know that, but that was just harsh and stupid.
3. Please stop pretending you miss me, because you don't and you know it. You didn't want to be my friend before any of this happened, remember? This is an on going circle of nothing and I hope it can be resolved soon. (...Sometimes I miss Hand& Foot.)
4. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Everything you said to me was the truth, I have got a lot of things to work on. Thanks for being there for me always, and thanks for caring about me so much. I owe you so much, I don't deserve you as a friend, and I'm going to honestly try better to be a better one to you.
5. You've changed. I don't understand your decision making, and I'm too afraid to talk to you about it because I think you'd bite my head off. Talking about the things you have done/are doing makes me so angry and it's weird.
6. I love you! I feel like you're not being real sometimes, but then when I really think about it I think that you're a honestly just good hearted person that just loves. You're so fun to be around. Let's stay friends.
7. I don't know what you're thinking. I feel like you've completely gone down the wrong path, and nobody's going to stop you. You have no self control. I want to talk to you more than anything, but I know I shouldn't do that to myself. I want to help you, and pull you back to where you know you should be. :-/ I really do miss you, as odd as that may be. Sorry I can't tell you that.
8. You're such a great person. So honest and so so so dependable I love you so much! I wish you were more assertive sometimes though.
9. I seriously think you have such talent,and you're so beautiful. I want us to become friends. For real.
10. You're great, but you can be a big jerk. Whenever I feel like we've gotten a little bit closer, I get slapped in the face when you lie to me, or don't give me the time of day. I try to deny all of the bad things I hear about you, but sometimes it's hard.
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[06 Nov 2007|06:35pm] |
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Can I please just move to New York now?
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[01 Nov 2007|10:40pm] |
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:).
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[29 Oct 2007|11:47pm] |
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April 7th I went to the Bean to see Mitchel Miglorie or whatever, and I put a newspaper into a cardboard container by the couches and wrote "I love you. You're beautiful." Today, October 29th, I went to the container and to my surprise the paper was still in there! Somebody had written back "I love you too. You're beautiful too." I thought that was kind of neat. It made me happy. :)
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[30 Sep 2007|10:23am] |
1. reply with your name and i will write something i like about you.
2. i will then tell what song reminds me of you.
3. if i were to apply an o'clock to you, i'll tell you what it would be.
4. i will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. i'll tell you the most memorable moment i've had with you.
6. i will tell you what color you remind me of.
7. i'll then tell you something that i've always wondered about you.
8. put this in your journal.
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